"update"

Giving up is good and bad at the same time.

Ignorance is bliss, but it also means you're an idiot.

Comparison of lives is the worst thing one can do to themselves.

My life is the movie Hedgehog Day, but just change up the meals. 

It's a good thing the tree in front of my house is a lemon tree. It forces me to go to the store. If the tree was an orange tree, I'd die from on overdose of vitamin C.

Driving rules

I think that if you change lanes without using your blinker, for 30 seconds, your car should use double the amount of gas. That is the price you pay for driving like a bitch.

Also, when people get to a red light, why do some people leave an exorbitant amount of space between their car and the car in front of them?  The other day, I was stopped at a light, and the car next to me had left two car lengths of space between them and the car in front. Compounding this irritant, I also wonder why people then move forward randomly. This pisses me off because if you're the car behind them, it now either a) makes you look like the dick or b) now requires you to move up randomly as well.

I also enjoy when people tailgate me when I'm in the second lane over, when there are empty faster lanes to the left of me. I then see how long they are willing to tailgate me at 10mph below the speed limit. It's quite a fun game.

I Fail

Life is a series of failures
and of few successes
And
Whenever I'd fail.
I'd always think,
there's still time.

Time to prove it to her
to him
to me
That I can do it.
That I can make it.

And so I'd fail
And I'd fail.
And each time I did
And each time I do
I tell myself
"Not good enough"
and mentally jab myself.

They say that when you fail
you learn.
What doesn't kill you
makes you stronger
makes you smarter
makes you numb
But how do you define
"smarter"
and how do you define
"stronger"

Every time I fail
I learn about myself
I mentally gain,
Physically fail,
And remain in the same place.

So caught in this whirlwind of thoughts
filled with patterned chaos
I wonder
Is there still time?

F it

I'm back.

laters.

new blog elsewhere. You know what to do if you want the url.

Pointless blog

Yesterday I had my first pizza with anchovies. It was a bit too salty for my taste, but I  can appreciate the departure from the standard salty italian meats and cheese.

Speaking of food, it looks like Alex at the Wynn, which from my understanding was one of the only good high class restaurants in Vegas, is closing on the 15th of this month. Dammit. They said that they Wynn was turning it into an event space. WTF. So they're not even going to open up a new restaurant? Bah.

On the other hand, I heard that the new hotel/casino, Cosmopolitan is going to have an ultra exclusive restaurant called "e". It only has six tables in the entire restaurant. The fixed menu is 15-20 small plates for $150+. Hmm..I dunno bout the whole "small plates" thing. I don't want to drop two bills only to leave the restaurant and hit up del taco because I'm still hungry.

Exercise plan is in effect. But I'm going to have exercise tomorrow morning. Ugh.

This blog sucked. I'll try again later.

Reality

Deep down, every asian girl wants to marry a white guy.

Deep down, every asian guy wants to have sex with a white girl.

That's the reality of this world. Deal.