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"We all self conscious I'm just the first to admit it"

So the other day, i woke up and my nose was itchin. So i rubbed my nose and..PAIN. I'm talkin pain that makes you make that "unbelieveable pain face". Know what i'm talkin bout? Here, open your mouth wide. K, now open your eyes wide too, and then look upwards. See that face your making? That's the "oh fuck that HURT" face. Werd.

So why did I hurt? Dude. Two words: SHARP BOOGERS. Yo, you maybe saying like "Ew!", but everybody gets them.. I'm talkin bout those nose goblins that have more sharp edges than a freshly cut hedge. Like serious. Anyways, so my noise starts bleeding cuz i just cut the shit out of it on the inside, and then so i pick out the damn thing out my noise. holy crap, I swear picked a mother fucking NINJA STAR outta my nose. GODDAMN that thing was sharp!!!

It was like this:




Anyways.

"Couldn't afford a car so she named her daughter Alexis"

Friday I went to the Vault. Damn. I had a pretty cool time with Mel and Bryant, but i'm seriously DONE with San Jose clubs. The people are just too goddamn ghetto. That place gets a thumbs down to the floor.
So that would leave it at the following:

Zoes - HELLA sucks.
Vault - HELLa sucks
Farenheight (sp) - heard it HELLA sucks
Agenda - was coo
Glo, Angels - never been there
Voodoo Lounge - HELLA sucks
San Jose Bar and Grill - sucks
Toonz - HELLA sucks. I never been there, but i dont need to be. I've seen the crowd, and they've got enough windows in that place to tell. In addition, when you're walkin through downtown with 3 other guys and the bouncer is trying to coax you to come inside...then DAMN that place SUCKS.

San jose is just weak when it comes to clubs. SF may be far, and the parking fucking sucks, but it's worth it to me. The best club i've been to tho has got to be Voodoo Lounge in Vegas. Hella dance space. Ample seating. Fuck yeah.

Should I roll to vegas in Nov? Still deciding.

"Maybe things could change if you change your view"

So what did i do today? I lil bit of this, and a lil bit of that.

My day started with a wake up call from shan. Time for us grad students to get out study on at the SJSU library. Shan came to pick me up in her fly ride, so i got to ride to downtown in g35 styles.

On the way, I saw this fence. It said "no parking", but one of the boards was missing, so i thought it said "No Fat king".....yeah i guess you had to be there, punk.

We got there and i saw this pita place. It looked good, and i was hungry. Shan said it was dope. So we decided to feed our stomachs with pita goodness before we fed our minds with knowledge. It was good. The lady at the counter kept calling me "sir", which was kinda trippy cuz she said it like after every sentence and she was older than me. Anyways, shan said oh damn you better eat that with a fork cuz you gonna spill it on your shirt. And then she spilled on her jacket lol.....yeah i guess you had to be there, punk.

Anyways, afterwards, we went to starbucks and got some pumpkin spice lattes. Dude, if you like pumpkins (pie, bread, etc.) then you gotta get one of those. They're pretty bomb. While we were there, this guy was all complaining that they should have a bathroom cuz of a city code that says that restaurants had to have a bathroom. First off, what you want them to do? Build you a bathroom? Second of all, it's downtown homie. There's a million places you can find a bathroom. But then the manager came out and said that starbucks is not considered a restaurant and therefore is not required to have a bathroom. The manager then dancing around the guy, yelling "IN YO FACE SUCKA!!! IN YO FACE!!!" (He added some pelvic thrusts towards the guy every time he said "face"). The guy left and pissed his pants. The end.

Anyways, we finally get to the library and start studying. Unforunately, this library decides to close at 6 on a SAT!!! wtf!!! This is a college library!!!! Ugh. OH wells. Got two hours of good reading in, which is a good start since i have a lot to read.

Laters on, we go to bryants house. Bryant, brendan, andy, shan and I all go get dinner at this diner place. They charged gratuity for parties of five or more!!! J. It's a good thing that the food was good.

We all chilled at their house afterwards and then I went home. And now here i am.

"i know i tend to get so insecure..doesn't matter anymore. It's not always rainbows and butterflies, it's compromise that moves us along"

tomorrow it'll be more studying. I hella wanna get my dance on tho. I wonder if i can find a place for that on a sunday. And people who would want to in addition to that.

Anyways, I got a shitload of work to do. It's business as usual. Ain't no big deal tho. It's a trip to think that if everything goes right, then i'll have my masters in less than a year. Crazy shit yo.

I gotta start going to church again. yup. givin' me an insight on life, cuz that's what it's all about. But not today cuz i'm gonna fall asleep in service for sure.

"And as the MC let the freestyle funk flow, every once and a while they make the crowd scream HOOOO!"

i can't say it would be better if you called
but lets just say it would be a pleasant surprise
you may think i'm looking for a island paradise
but i know better than that.

surrounded by the noise
i lose track of the signal
looking for something
but i'm not sure what

fairy tales and fantasies
build upon the blocks that society throws you
slowly get broken down as you get older
from the yearnings of a relationship
broken down to just having someone to talk to
to help you remember
that you're not as bad as you feel

maybe i've accepted the fact
that i can't accept some facts
about life
You may tell me that may seem
immature
childish
but in a world where nothing ever stays the same
I think staying true to something
even if it's something you should just forget about
is what a real man does,
living life
with no expectations,
but not throwing his dreams away into the pit of yesterday's happenings

Dont judge the book by its cover
or a person by their past.

"You go out to eat he can't pay, y'all can't leave. There's dishes in the back, he gotta roll up his sleeves. But while you washin' watch him, he gonna make it to a benz outta that datson. He got that ambition baby, look at his eyes. This week he be moppin floors next week it'll be fries"

If you haven't noticed, i've been listening to the winamp and randomly quoting the songs that come on. Dude, i fucking lOVE that kanye song "gold digger". Just cannot get enough of it. The video for it is pretty dope too. Yow.

For girls, being cute is way better than being hot.

For plums, being tart is better than being sweet

For yogurt, only strawberry is good. For jello, anything is good. oh yeah.

Man, some peoples are dealing with some petty shit. Sometimes just chilling on your own is best. Ain't nothing wrong with being single! Shit aint a race! Sometimes just having people that you can just flirt with and that's it is best. Like, just flirt with the person on the phone or something, and then leave it at that. Then when you ready, or feel like you can take on something more serious then you move it to the next level.

Dont ask me bout that tho. With no game, there aint gonna be no flirtation goin on, just massive amounts of studyation, sleepination, and loseration. lolz.

"if you fucking with this girl then you better be paid!"

and with that, I'm sleeping